pharmacy still in my vessel

Wow, so looong didn't update again. Guess I am a lazy writer, struggling for my manuscript....(will take a snail time). Guess what? the moment I got used to UniSA and the enviroment, I had been CALLED BACK! *sigh* Well I did not know the reason till today. (blur) Guess I do not have the faith with BPharm. My once upon a time dream just shattered. I done with Sem 1 with shitty stuff as I got disrupted by the changes in BPharm policy in Malaysia during my study week  Not forget to mention, there are few big shots people asked me to return to MOH by taking BPharm and based on clinical/oncology pharmacy. I cannot turn down my parents wish again as I felt guilty to cause my dad's illness unintentionally.

 I had cold war with them for four years and aunt Catherine and late J had be the pillar of my life before he passed away. So sorry I couldn't be your wife again as you are the one LEAVED me as GOD's willing to let it. Did you knew that I was so sad during my convocation day as I expected you to be beside of me as my husband that I am proud of. Well, the past is the PAST and it CANNOT be REVIVED anymore. Just, I still felt awkward that your parents treated me as their daughter in law. be the bridesmaid at my relative wedding as they need to get marry in 100 days (hokkien custom) or wait till 3 yrs later. Then I met my childhood friend, is the HIM I met at my previous workplace. The a******t doc +  army...he tried to sell the 'oil' but sorry. My heart is DEAD for the moment. I miss mortar and pestel!