I remember

this song is my fav with J....

‎:'( i remember the promises,wishes, and the laughters...but it will never happen again (crying mode)

Lyrics to I Remember by Mocca:


I remember...The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
I remember...When we caught a shooting star, yes I remember
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn

Do you remember..?
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And I remember..When my father thought you were a burglar
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn
http://www.free-lyrics.org

I remember.. The way you read your books,
yes I remember
The way you tied your shoes,
yes I remember
The cake you loved the most,
yes I remember
The way you drank you coffee,
I remember
The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
When we caught a shooting star,
yes I remember
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And the way you smile at me,
yes I remember.....


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fr9axjdTCzQ

18 December

‎18 Dec 2009- got my car

18 Dec 2010- Pharm Family Day, backbone pain, and missed outing with Mandy Ong , NurAtikha Mohd Isa , Sean Goh Ka Hong , Kent Goh , and Grandpa Cornelius Raj at Sunway...really sorry guys :(

INDECISIVE EMPTY DECORATION (KOPITIAM) LYRICS

I wake in the dark
With showers of life
Moments of emptiness around
Floating away
No other hope
Reality brings me


Verse 2(fast):
G
Into the ground
D
What can I do
C
What can I say
D C Cmaj7 G
I need a place to hide away
D C
Just for a while, just for a smile
D C Cmaj7 G
Just for a life I used to know


Verse 3(slow):
G D
The perfect song were filled with
D Em
Words of love and not with anger
G
What if they go
D C G!
What if they leave me far behind


Verse 4(fast):
N.C. G D
'Cause I don't wanna be alone.. (uh oh)
C D
Living life for on my own (uh oh)
G
I don't want to live my life in isolation
D
Filled with empty decorations
C D
'Cause I want to be with people that I know

G D
Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
C D
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
G
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
D
Though I've seen them all before
C D!D!
Because the only thing I really want..
N.C.
Is to be with you....

blank

i can merely




see this world




with rainbows,



all I could see now,





is a black and white





which ia a DULL life....






all I can feel ,






is NOTHING.




despite......



something has




took my heart away.....






I am more resistant,






and PROFESSIONAL




in giving PLASTIC SMILES.....



without knowing ......





the true meaning of happiness....




my neuroglia....



fail to transmit ....




electrical impulses...



in the condition of 'PUTUS FIUS',



as I cannot...



think anymore...



because.....



everything is BLANK.

good answer

I reached Taiwan 7.30 yesterday...kaohsiung again

Sgor-Johor-Spore-Taipei-Kaohsiung

huhu

ysterday i slept after 4 days cant sleep...but lacrimal fluids still with me

reading sutras at 2.15pm just now
I asked master, why HE took away so many things from me

I am impressed by master's answer: HE give you a lot of things, do you ever give anything to HIM?

I realize that what I done such as voluntary works not enough yet....gotta double it up..thank you master

72 hours

72 hours didnt sleep

forgetful

i forgot that class cancel n forget to inform them...sorry la...nenek saudara sakit...now at Muar after goin to BP Pantai Hosp...

Terguris

terguris,

hilang sinar hidup,

tidak dpt mencari,

sinar hidup,

tiada mentari,

tiada pelangi,

menerangi hidupku :'(

Pulangkan

Hati...........




telah dirobek,

tanpa rasa kasihan,

tanpa rasa simpati,

oh,

pulangkan kepadaku;

saat-saat itu,

yang tidak mungkin akan berlaku lagi...........................

Remuk

hidup,

susah utk ditafsirkan,

bak pohon yg rendang,

mahupun angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa,

tiada siapa yg menduga,

berharap panas sampai ke petang,

rupa-rupanya hujan di tengah hari,

semakin tinggi harapan,

semakin kecewa hati terasa.....

maafkan aku,

kerana berupaya hidup,

bersama,

sampai di sini sahaja....................................

RIP

RIP to you Jeremy aka J....you died 8 hours ago and leave this world...I do not know what to say....RIP

memorable day

I am very happy today...really different from yesterday after hiding and crying alone in the bed....THANK YOU BACKSTABBER...

YOU HAVE MAKE ANOTHER CPY DIE AND NOW GT NEW CPY WITH HEARTLESS VERSION

today I got to hangout with Cleressa....and her mom

That was really awesome

She will really missed me, so do I

So we decided to take a lot of pictures

First stop @ Empire gallery Subang...

First time been here

Ok-ok atmosphere, but dislike the parking rates...

We took the lunch at a shop names Lameeya

ordered original lam mee

tasted delicious

Love that so much <3

Thanks for the treat , aunt :D

later on moves to SMC....even medical centre gt Starbucks inside there

*salutes*

later on....to Sunway Pyramid

1st time there

so huge and nice

anyway, have a great moments with her

really hope the time pause at there

I gave her a card...and she replied me with another card

I will totally miss her a lot...

Life gonna be hard, but trust me,

I CAN DO IT!!!!!

although exhausted, I would like to go out with you again!!!!!

XOXO

Freaking day

just recovered from headache+fever+flu.....got to go campus to take results...huhu...guess what?? dropped, but still DL..huhu...3hours waiting to take result

:)

discharge...happy

Books for sale

Hello everybody

I have several books for sale:

1. Organic Chemistry (photostat version) from matriculation - each RM20++ (got 2 books different publisher)

2. Pharmacology KD Tripathi 6th edition- RM70 (brand new)

3. Anatomy & Physiology (2 books)- RM90

4. Pharmaceutical Analysis David G Watson - RM120

5. PHarmaceutical Practice 3rd ed AJ Winfield photostat version (PM or SMS me for the price) - this bk can use from Pharmacy Practice1 to Pharmacy Practice 3 (Most lec uses this books)

6. Biochemistry by Thomas M Devlin -RM150 (NEW)

7. Cooper and Gunn dispensing for Pharmaceutical student

Prayer

Hope my dad will recover soon........namo amtibha

Formosa

Hello, its been very long I didn't update my blog.

What I am busy with???

Just finished my final exams at 15th October, then I have missed my chance to Perlis because of fever, headache, and prehypertension....the doc asked me to rest for a week.... *sigh*

Why I can get this ????

Getting too busy with my life :(

I have no comment on it

Papers???

Too tough for me, I do not know whether I can maintain my score or not...I really afraid of it...

I recovered at 19th of October, thank you to Sir Fad, Sir Ib, Sir Khurshid, my sisters Cleressa and Mandy Ong....really they gave me a lot of encouragement to go on with my life

Since I recovered, I have to go to Formosa???

What the heck???

Oppps, not Kota A-Famosa at Malacca,

Its F-O-R-M-O-S-A

If you type search at Google,

Formosa = Taiwan

xD

I am sure you are not good in your history??? Different case for me :P

I am top scorer in History

refer to this link : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taiwan

My trip was sponsored....whew......started my journey at 20th oct night

Day 1

its 21st oct

Reached there at 7pm......Kaohsiung

Saw my si heng (brother or abang seguru) and si jie (kakak seguru or sister) at Taipei airport, very happy to meet them again since last time I met them 10 years ago.....si heng looks so handsome :P

si jie looks beautiful but more strict now :( so different when they at Msia

They send them here because my si heng is backstreet boy and si jie is gangster at school xD

then I was bought back to Kaohsiung, stay at FGS......took abt 5 hours to reach there by train....Taiwan train is so different from KTM *thumbs up*

Luckily the time here is same as Msia......wow..................

On9 for a while...then I fall asleep

Day 2

Meet the masters there, woke up at 5am...huargh.....but have to

started my day with listening to my si heng and si jie reciting mantras......

even eat also have to wait for one hour lecture....huhu...but that's their life as the devotee

The great master, Venerable Master Hsing Yun was there, he is the founder of FGS ...felt very lucky can asked him abt Buddhism and certain concepts that I found so blur while I was at Msia, he was very kind to explain everything to me...

Then I was lepaking around the FGS..pictures?? sorry, I dun really love to sanp pictures, just snap 2 pictures....one is raining at Kaohsiung and one is FGS building

Helping in the kitchen can sharpen my own culinary skills.....

Day 3

Not doing anything today, raining heavily outside

then asked my si jie about her life at there, she going to be nun at this December

I am touched by her stories......

But I kept it as a secret between both of us

Day 4

the routine goes on as usual, but FGS was really big

I failed the test of basic knowledge of Buddha mantras, I ma not ready yet for my own my rosary (tasbih)

But, I am not ready yet...luckily... :P

But, I gotta watch entertainment at Sunday :D

Day 5

Got scolding from my si jie...huhu....cause I am not good in reciting mantras

then I got to play with my si di and si mei (younger brothers and sisters)

I did miss some of friends at Msia and my pet dog Doppy :D

Midnight still got talk

ZzzzzZZZZzzzzzzzZZZZZZ............................

Day 6

Routine go on as usual, but got more time to online

Gone to Taipei, took about 5 hours to reach there from Kaohsiung...

Check in to FGS Taipei...

Wow, Taipei is a great place!!!!!!

Love the 101 tower....and the jade...thanks master for giving me some precious knowledges

Resting at night....

Day 7

Raining at morning, so decided to stay at home....

But, I went to jalan2 at night....

Go to the famous Shilin Taiwan Night Market, the most famous night market at Taiwan

If you didn't go here, You considered didn't reach Taiwan

Began my food huntings,

I was shocked to know that the Taiwanese loves to eat ...OMG....

The most delicious foods that I found are:

• Fried chicken steak (炸雞排)
• Small bun wrapped in large bun (大餅包小餅)***
• Fried buns (生煎包)
• Peanut candy (花生糖)
• Oyster omelet (蚵仔煎)*** eat with sweet sauce instead of chilli sause
• Tempura (甜不辣)
• Lemon aiyu jelly (檸檬愛玉)****** expensive at Msia
• Pearl tea (青蛙下蛋)
• Bubble tea (珍珠奶茶)
• Stinky tofu (臭豆腐)
• Deep fried chicken fillet (豪大大雞排) *********** I love the most xD available at MSia
• Oyster vermicelli (蚵仔麵線) * did not try this* (afraid stomach upset)

there have 600 stalls....OMG....can't explore more

there is a link on Shilin Taiwan Night Market.....from Youtube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_6PD1RNpF5c

Day 8

Last day at here, will depart at night......haiz....

Shopping for souvenirs......

but, feel sad that I have to break up with my si heng, si jie, si di, si mei, and masters......huhu

I do not know when I can come Taiwan again

Really want to explore more on Taiwan

*sigh*

have to wait for 9 hours flight to reach Msia

outing

my uncle going to JB for work next week....so he suggested an outing with us.

only me and my sis...we went to JJ Bkt Tinggi

go to Popular....

S&J

Lavender buy bread...love its Rocky Yam

Mill Wheel

and

unforgetabble Shilin chickens

with

Pecan Butterscotch cake!!!!

love my day

XOXO

Mandy's birthday

Yesterday went to JJ Bkt Tinggi to celebrate mandy birthday...geez, she had became skinny. And I met Hazmi, Atika, Goh twins, Cronlieus aka Grandpa, William Tan, William, Lam Chee Tong. All went for a movie titled Step Up 3D....

Guess what?

the movie is HILARIOUS

THUMBS up!!!

really had fun with them although i hav to go back early.....so sweet...

thx mandy

3rd semester

this is very challenging semester with the absence of Zaidin....the class is not like normal again, most of the ppl change there,sigh.......


anyway i got a loving sis Clayressa, without her my life wont be so colourful lo... she really helps me a lot and she is my soulmate because we share most of the same characteristics.
There are too many lab reports and assignments, make my life very busy....huhu

Furthermore,

I am not so close with Pavi n Ying anymore, i dunno why but I think they do not have the same mentality as me. the classmates are very boring and gt grping. I hate the whole idea of gangs as I love to be with everyone.

Only Zahir remains, other keep repeating and dropping subjects....huhu pity him la

I got to go community service under school of pharmacy with Mr F, so fun there and enjoyed helping people there.

How's my community service that I organized???

Let me see,

to Anbe Sivam, Klang...31st July ago (2 days before mid sem) uh-oh.....no choice lo.

ALL ENDS SUCCESSFULLY!!!! n_n

I am the President, thanks a lot to my committees that made the event happening although too rushing (yeah, 2 weeks to do that)

Besides, I am worry of this semester, gt too many works from restaurants and uni

I am glad and got positive feedbacks from everyone.

I also joined BLIA and YMM...pls support them ya!!!! :P

hard

nw at my sem 3, getting harder and gt to plan for community service. hope all will be fine.

temporary

just finished my exams, temporary freedom before going to the next semester......

ReSuLt

I saw my blog got a lot of weeds

i gt my last semester result...jeng..jeng...jeng....

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okay la, guess what i gt????

still at dean list....pheww =)

BUT

NOT ACHEIVED MY TARGET

GRRRRRRRRRRR..........my own fault la

1 more week to short sem final but still empty minded la

: P

VERY ZHUNG CHE STORY

walaowei, sooooo long i did not update here already. what is meant by zhung che? in cantonese, it means very bad luck. i have experienced it at 15 April ago. My phone penyek ar......haiyyoooorrr. what happened wa? i wish i keep the story myself la. :P got new phone now lo...but mid sem postponed. WHAT THE ...............? next week move to new campus,,,,excited lo!!!

about my holiday

I went to Kursk for my holiday...something happened unexpectedly there (proporsal) at St. Marina castle whiCH i am blur at. I do not hAVE THOSE FEELINGS FOR HIM and I am UNDECIDED. I do not know what am I now. the weather there are gloomy and do not have much sunlight at hometown. I truly missed the sunlight at my home. There are little snow to play with although it is spring now. I am happy to meet some old friends which are currently studying at there. Russian cusuine? Oh, it is totally different from here. The soup hs 2 choices whether you want it hot or cold but cold soups are always sour.....I still dislike it until now. Chicken Kiev is very popular globally because it almost like chicken nugget. I do not consume beef because I am Buddhist. Pelmeni is dough wrapped with pork,chicken or beef. the taaste is okay...not bad la. Phiroshki is a type of pie.....very nice.

Six typical fillings for traditional pirozhki are:

1. Fish sautéed with onions and mixed with hard-boiled chopped eggs.
2. Chopped boiled meat mixed with sautéed onions and eggs.
3. Rice and boiled eggs with dill
4. Mashed potatoes mixed with dill and green onion.
5. Sautéed cabbage.
6. Sautéed mushrooms with onions and sometimes carrots.

the rice here is very expensive so i always go for breade spelling =p)t th ( not sure ab. After that, I went to Paris and Florence because my uncle have meetings at there. Most of the time I will be in the hotel because I afraid going out alone. Most of the time i drink wine to get my body warm...i love it.

meghargai

bila anda samapi di tempat baru,

rasa sangat aneh,

saya sangat menghargai sinaran matahari yg terik yg tak ada di sana,

langit asyik gelap.....

cuaca yg sejuk mencengkam sendiku........

Holiday

I finally arrived there. got a little dissapointed because no snow..... =(( but anyway I managed to find it at the ski centre :p

I cant believe that he came to airport and scream my name!!!

i hide behind my uncle and went off quickly. =p

fly

nish my papper 2day............how?

no comment

I am coming.......wait for me

Boring....its my life

2day ws soooooooooooooooo boring la.......................left a paper more but I am full of laziness. huhu, guess what, I am counting the days now. we must grab and savour every moment we have in our life. sometimes, we could not get what we want or get it at the wrong time...... this happened to me already, between famliy and future, which one should I grab?

the old one saids that future can be build if we still live here, we still have the chance to think and plan about the future, but how abt family??? they just be with us in this m0oment in life..after that we are separated apart to another world. WE...perhaps I myself dop not know whether they would be my family member on the next life.

Chinese believes that the life in the Earth is just temporary, the real life begins when we meet HIM.................

Life is just like a stage, when we finish playing the role then we are no longer available there

Hmm......

what do you guys think???

1 more....

7.08 pm

now at home online and surfing the Net....just finished 2 papers today

communication skills for medical science 1

and

pharmacy practice 1

comment???

..............................................

.......................................................................................

............................................................................................................................

*mute* speechless

truly no comment

3 days more

for my last paper

and my vacation!!!!!

guess where??????????

I AM COMING

RUSSIA!!!!!

adios..

huhu

2moro got 2 papers in a day. and a paper more on next mon to end my final exam....so fast i done my 1st year...but got no mood to study

final exam

i do not know why I recently like that. I am on dilemma. I got an offer to do pre-medic at Russia. sounds tempting,right? Final exam is on Monday starting. but i do not have my study mood now. I am completely lost this time. Hope God will listen to my prayers so that I can see my future clearly beneath His guidance.

hectic

NPSC is over...yeah but i got conflict recently with my collegues. no comment la. just finished my 2 lab tests, impromptu speech and 2 quizzes today. but i am lazy to study although final is around the corner...........................NEXT WEEK!!!!! wake up girl....

NPSC

tomorrow is the event...wish everything go smoothly

fuhh...

today i got 2 classes until 5pm....go and do printing also cost abt RM7.......my duit hilang liao.....then 1st class,comm skill was boring coz a lot of things to read for examination la............................fOIGHNHJH JHHHNBHGV......really stressed up la...then calculation class for 3 hours.......got quiz...OMG!!! 2moro got quiz again......aiyoyo

tuesday

hurm....xpergi ke kelas pharm prac la.......xtaw kenapa. sebab ms kata xcompulsry la....so not going...struggling doing lab reports lo.,esok ada kuiz lg...hampeh btl la

tuesday

hurm....xpergi ke kelas pharm prac la.......xtaw kenapa. sebab ms kata xcompulsry la....so not going...struggling doing lab reports lo.,esok ada kuiz lg...hampeh btl la

PHeww

today seems go wrong....i am proven alien. then, go to class do presentation bla.....bla...bla...and feel the hectic of chemistry...need to memorize all protein structuress.................OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( not so good, then went for quiz...damn dunno whether is true or not the answer...20 marks for a question ,man! -_-

got pharmaco class and then got 2 quizzes, WTH!!!!!!!!!! bukan kuiz khamis ni, finally thursday...phew......but got 2 lab reports....aiyoyo

break

2moro got quiz again....stress life

Irritant

today i went to do medical check up at Klang.i can feel all my body is exteremely tired after doing the X-Ray. then , he called me pula. Guess who???????????????????????? wah,so sibuk wan la u all, its HIM again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ. la haiyo,let me rest la . i am so sick already, u kacau me pulak. Yr tone shows anger which i did not go to KLIA. Please la, i got things to do and my parents will KILL me if they know about you. this life is so resentful la.....no comment

,

check up

darn...my uni MSU demands us to do check up. I went to BP centre Klang for that......my body was dreadful after the X Ray test..................................my cells are killed at that process =(...the pain was -_-"

waste money and time oni

lazy

why now? i do not know i am very lazy to study ler...........................no reason for me to say anything because i am getting fed up of certain gangs at my uni. some of the degree students think they are very good..huh???????????? this is the way they do not respect the diploma students...... speechless and clueless

terrible day

ok for me la today coz i am playful enough to study the quizzes......then I,pavi,ying and zaerina went to Rafi for lunch. we ate lunch happily there and departed to digital library later. kAK F and dada went to campus whereas kogi and sasi was not there. then all arrived there aND guess who is the last people? Kogi!!!!! why???????????? dating with AM Bank officer (just joking >>>>>>LOL). we started to do the presentation for organic chemistry. the tile for my group is carbohydrate and i will going to explain on intro. while doing, kak F got a call from her ehem.......so they had discussion. tengah2 busy, then I got a call pula...guess who????????????????????????????? J la . he was very arrogant and rude. he even said that.....................

he said that I ruin his life..hah???????????

i am puzzled???????????

???????????????????????????????????????????????????

by how???

what method??????????????????

and later he wanted me to go KLIA coz he goin back

to Russia.

so what??????????????

why should I be there?€?????????????????????????

man was egoistic and arrogant culture at all.............................

guess what I told him??????????????????????

I said ...get out form my life

Я ненавижу тебя

means I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BAD MOOD because of HIM

quiz

today got 2 microbiology quiz. I am lazy to read it.......wish me luck yea...

J

J

cant u understand?

that i want to acheive my goal

that i am unsure...

not ready......................

for what?

do not let me to hate you

or despise you from my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ambang exam

ya...ambang exam..baru belajar lbh 3 bln dah nak habis semester.pelik,kan? but this is MSU, different style of learning. studied? No

revised? No

Aim? .............................

clueless

whatsoever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ambang exam

ya...ambang exam..baru belajar lbh 3 bln dah nak habis semester.pelik,kan? but this is MSU, different style of learning. studied? No revised? No Aim?

Uni student

now i want to finish my 2nd semester. i feel i am more playful nowadays, but still i can make it....for some subjects...haiz.....i got one admirer keep pushing me.I HATE IT,GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR....GO AWAY FROM MY LIFE,J!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHILE ASSGNMENTS PILLING UP,QUIZZES CAME.....AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I REGRETTED DOING DIPLOMA, AIMING FOR MPharm HONOURS.....HUHUHUHUHHU :'((