HTAR Part 3 *END*

10 oct : Entered galenical with Muslihah, guided by Kak Wan @ Wewe. Baby- betnovate cream, miss you so much. Had a great much of Dominos with the store staff. learn quite a lot, how to make ung cocois, betnovate cream and ointment, aq cream, mix expect, shohl soln, mist kcl,NaHCO3 powder, dextrose powder.;;etc...learnt abt mist alba, sitz bath and narist. after 2 weeks, final station b ward supply. super duper busy my 1st day 24th oct coz most staff cuti deepavali already. had great outing with aunt BP, Goh and kak Lim!


we went to bo min kee, nice char siew, siew ba and wantan me!

exchanged stories together...nice


2nd outing with kak lim and aunt BP again, eat fried mee hun kueh....really all enjoyed the food!




managed to enter CDR clean room..yay!

11 november 2011 (11.11.11)

last day- sad and sober, Sue treated us aunt BP and kak lim at pandamaran,thank you sue

met new frp, celine ng...she is nice


go say goodbye at sat 7-remembered aunt tune word "you already broke my heart" when i said sorry to her....cause she didnt expect that i will go so fast.

thank you HTARIANs, will miss all of you forever!

HTAR Part 2

aloloololo....how are you guys? still busy with my whole attachment.,continuation of my story.

Sat 4 was pretty ok with Ms. Madeline as the pharmacist and Aunt Viji as the head dispenser. Really a busy sat pharmacy and more injections to handle.there's kak zurita, kak azimah, and kak jue. really love them so much. by that time kak azimah, kak zalai, kak zurita, kak lim and kak zubaidah got promoted to U32...yeah..but they had leave HTAR.....sobs :'(. that time... and i HATE
the ........... to the MAX!


brought myself to store, together with eika,hang and lee nee. had a great time at there...kak ros is my twin sister...(perasan face) with Pn Azie, abg isham (Adudu), abg Azizul, and abg Squidward (fareez) at stor ubat. kak sarina, abg Jega, abg Razid was nice too. love cikgu siti and kak julia with kak az. amazed that pn taziah knew hokkien.last day, went for a date and done my assessment with Mdm Che...ok marks so far.....and she want to recommend me also as a worker!

HTAR Part 1

Hello readers...how are you now?

Despite busy, I will describe my life at HTAR....we (sasi, haida,kogi,chak n of course me) TALKED ANXIOUSLY AT CAFETERIA 20th June ago...coz its our FIRST DAY...ngaa...

MEt with Mdm Tan( U40) and En.Amir (U38)...they pointed out where is puja...(UH-OH)


got scolded for the first day without reason. Really angry at her way of changing hosp last minute :@

Suppose first 2 weeks at TDM...but too many trainees,I WAS PUSHED TO CDR....getting a great boss like Mr.Ivan Loh really enlighten 1 week st CDR...plus my PRP friend Nazif Solihin was there to guide me...thanks a lot brother :).Mr. Nizam came for a visit at 3rd day :D. Marks at CDR quite OK


Met nice trainees like Shobna, Wai Loon, Liyana, Amira, Guru.etc....then 1 dreadful week at TPN...hate the bias pharmacist there...i dunno how she gave my marks.....really 'beh tahan' her so much...lucky got Ms. Teoh willing to guide me and sewwt PRP Kak Dayanti was there. Or else, I will be really 'dead' at there.


Then, I will be at TDM for 2 weeks....really love Pn. Asmawarni so much..although she is stern and not- always smile,but she is a great pharmacist. She really guided me a lot at there. Plus, I was lucky to have Kak Izyana, Shu Zhen, and Liyana here for a while..also Jane. What I heard about her was true....a 'k' trainee was really hypocrite and loves acting a lot...she will MIA when the pharmacist was nt around....she said to me b4 "dun work so hard....we din even get ANY salary"
this really shows her unwillingness to learn from the internship...she will doin intern for 10 months there...but wasted her time just like that.Finally, I did my assessment and got full marks..thus I gt compliment frm her and she said " tak pernah ada trainee yg dpt markah penuh, pergi sambung blajar degree".....but I knew its impossible for me.

After 1 month stuck at clinical, I went to OPD...the most freaking part of a hospital...coz most complex and more gossips. Went there blur2 and intro to aunt Lim....then started working...really complex there, nid to calculate the period supply, extam prep, eye drops....huh...and SUPER TIRED...its really hard on feet...and PLUS LUNCH CALL!!!

I got most friday lunch call there but there was amazing coz knew some seniors from KSKB...then met my senior MSU Ann Maria and Nadiana. Met a lot of PPF during lunch call.I got job offer already but must go to interview. I really 'sampat' being at OPD with my jokes all around the counter 1, getting to had a nice talks with aunt Susan Poh...the potluck (2 times), one Mdm Sarah belanja!!! wahahahahaha.....I did great at assessment...but dissapointed coz didnt get full marks :(. Pn. Tan really 'sayang' me a lot.

Just finished sat 7 yesterday...for 2 weeks at there. Nice pharmacist, Mdm Toh and Ms Kor was there...with aunt Goh, aunt Tune, aunt Sukuna Mala and Kak Zubaidah who loves to call me Chua Jui Meng... XD...maybe I am his successor le....tied up with perasan face. Met my HO friends there, Dr. Chua Yi Jiang and Dr. Ahmad Atiq :).....after so long.But I was sad to leave them...TQ Aunt Tune for the ride and fried kuey teow! I am excited to go sat 4 soon. Till then, wish me luck ya!

Last registration at MSU

helloo readers, I took some time to kill the weeds at my blog. after discharged from hospital (fell from skateboard) i feel better now. Thank you for the concern Glenn :D.
13 June is the day I registered back at my uni and my hospital LI will begin next week...CRASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAte the idea so much!! had a great time with a fren at GB.,..then listened to briefin, got logbook, letters...zzzzzz...wish me good luck there!!

Suguna and nadia hav to repeat...pity them..wish me good luck at there!

PPS

hello readers...how are you?

I am currently having PPS....


erh, what's that?


PPS stands for Pre-Presentation Syndrome...

which is tachycardia, tremor, sweating and

VOMIT!!!!


tomorrow I am going to present on my 1 month attachment...

so better grab some Novomin and tramadol.....


uh...huh.. hate that :((

1 month attachment - BioChem Pharmacy

hello readers, so long I left my blog full with weeds...just did some major cleanup.

I am busy for the last month due to my retail practical attachment at BioChem Pharmacy Klang. that really a great place to expose the students about the reality working life.
I enjoyed most of the moments there because i got :

- dedicated boss
- superb pharmacist
- great colleagues (not all)
- super duper a lot of customers!!


the moment i went inside the pharmacy, there were customers followed me inside to purchase medicines. my 1st customers at 9.05am of 4th april asking for Bonjela cream....getting familiar with the pharmacy. met my pharmacist mr . naim and he gave some briefing. met a new worker thanes from MAHSA, graduate on next month...(senior) and i opened my mouth BIG coz my pharmacy got wholesale!!! wargh.... then gotta meet salimah, nisha, anjali, loges.


there's sweet and sour...but i go with my perspectives.

and all of them sayang me so much..

really loving the life over there


mr. naim is a runner....love his advice


boss is a great person, love his vision


i love seeking advice from loges and salimah, coz loges gt 9 yrs experience in retail and salimah worked in clinics more thn 10 years


love to say 'yang' (sayang) to anjali

always say yes when n called me

got a pet dog named Patrick from them

sweet memories BioChem!!!!!

updates

heya, how are you guys doing? i just survived from long boredom


final exams ended 2 weeks ago, perks...the papers was tougher than before. i had tried my best to did it, hope that still be in the list again. i hate my holidays at house. sis gt her SPM, ok ok nia....all mixed up grades. what is her plan???

I HAD NO IDEA

she rejected sch from TAYLOR



whatever, it's her life..


throw rocks at PM and CWJ....


both of you are pathetic...


glad that I threw out both of you from my life.....love to use up people.



interwiew went smooth n strict


will be start my retail LI at 4th april..

kinda worried...


hope i can got great score n knowledges


BS study acc at sunway



*speechless*

tadaa....

RIP Wai Yee :'(

one of my friend, Wai Yee passed away due to leukemia....critical, she kept vomiting blood yesterday..may you rest in peace...Wai Mei, be strong ya....dun let yr sister b sad

valentine day

hello readers....

its been fantastic V day with bouquet of bunnies from aunt catherine..thx yaw.. I DO LOVE BUNNIES


Thx to Glenn,Halord,Will Lu, n the rest who delivered chocs n flowers 2 me(lavender)



then William Chan ex enemy-friend

despite this, i still miss HIM..............


happy valentine everyone...2moro is maulidul rasul day...phoof....

February

hello there, its been a while since i updated last January. 31st jan i went out with william at bkt raja. we chatted a lot and watched great day together.looks like i found a great tai gor....


1st feb started with CT bday, since i went there late....due to unavoidable reason, i can met mandy, william, aaron, CT, lin feng, jessica, and ke xin at green box. that was my first time there, i got high pitch sound but jessica praised me that i could have sing well....ex-champion at singing competition back many years ago. then, pend more time with mandy and william.





new house, new year....new resolution? just had a great new year with all my family members including from China too :). I cooked for the gathering and everyone praised my cooking, most of them try to do matchmaking for me... LOL


plus, i gotta hangout with my junior, Joshua Soo.. despite most of them cant make it, it just both of us. we practically had an awesome lunch at Vivo, chatted for 2 hours, then went for a movie titled I Love HK...it was hilarious, both of us laughing crazily at there.then, a drink at lavender......



still awaiting for the goods to come, I miss J seriously




clarity

Shift house

I shifted house at 30th jan...was really tiring. its raining all day long..wuhuhu...left some things there at old house...new house was smaller a liitle, but really comfortable. I have really a great outing with William at january 31st, we watched 'Great Day'....was hilarious. Celebrating Chee Tong birthday at JJ Bkt Tinggi at 1st Feb, meet William, Mandy and new friends again such as Jessica, Ke Xin and many more. Then, met my China's cousins and reached home abt 11.30pm....

birthday

i am surprised that i had a great birthday this year...thanks for the moist choc cake treat from Fatin BPH which is a good sister with Sarah, Suman and Neshanthini. Then, got a treat from Suriani at Pizza Hut SACC....later cornetto mc flurry by stella...belated green tea cheese cake from Chaq yesterday....and lovely pink roses from aunt Catherine...but I do MISS HIm...

holding

i missed 1 hour pcognosy class today...because want to send my sis to PLKN

when I walked to the bus, I was trying to hold my tears.....luckly i didn't cry at there.....but inside i really torn apart


she never went to any camp or stay overnight before...quite worried


but human grows up


miss the time quarrel, play, talk, complain, laugh, cry

but she was happy

and gave me a sweet goodbye wave


I AM PROUD OF YOU SISTER

New year

new year??
i have superb outing with mandy at christmas eve, blast outing with siblings at new year eve and bew year....2moro my sis will be going to PLKN.....wish her luck,.i am having busy life...exam in one more weeks, no mood to study

I remember

this song is my fav with J....

‎:'( i remember the promises,wishes, and the laughters...but it will never happen again (crying mode)

Lyrics to I Remember by Mocca:


I remember...The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
I remember...When we caught a shooting star, yes I remember
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn

Do you remember..?
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And I remember..When my father thought you were a burglar
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn
http://www.free-lyrics.org

I remember.. The way you read your books,
yes I remember
The way you tied your shoes,
yes I remember
The cake you loved the most,
yes I remember
The way you drank you coffee,
I remember
The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
When we caught a shooting star,
yes I remember
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And the way you smile at me,
yes I remember.....


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fr9axjdTCzQ

18 December

‎18 Dec 2009- got my car

18 Dec 2010- Pharm Family Day, backbone pain, and missed outing with Mandy Ong , NurAtikha Mohd Isa , Sean Goh Ka Hong , Kent Goh , and Grandpa Cornelius Raj at Sunway...really sorry guys :(

INDECISIVE EMPTY DECORATION (KOPITIAM) LYRICS

I wake in the dark
With showers of life
Moments of emptiness around
Floating away
No other hope
Reality brings me


Verse 2(fast):
G
Into the ground
D
What can I do
C
What can I say
D C Cmaj7 G
I need a place to hide away
D C
Just for a while, just for a smile
D C Cmaj7 G
Just for a life I used to know


Verse 3(slow):
G D
The perfect song were filled with
D Em
Words of love and not with anger
G
What if they go
D C G!
What if they leave me far behind


Verse 4(fast):
N.C. G D
'Cause I don't wanna be alone.. (uh oh)
C D
Living life for on my own (uh oh)
G
I don't want to live my life in isolation
D
Filled with empty decorations
C D
'Cause I want to be with people that I know

G D
Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
C D
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
G
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
D
Though I've seen them all before
C D!D!
Because the only thing I really want..
N.C.
Is to be with you....

blank

i can merely




see this world




with rainbows,



all I could see now,





is a black and white





which ia a DULL life....






all I can feel ,






is NOTHING.




despite......



something has




took my heart away.....






I am more resistant,






and PROFESSIONAL




in giving PLASTIC SMILES.....



without knowing ......





the true meaning of happiness....




my neuroglia....



fail to transmit ....




electrical impulses...



in the condition of 'PUTUS FIUS',



as I cannot...



think anymore...



because.....



everything is BLANK.

good answer

I reached Taiwan 7.30 yesterday...kaohsiung again

Sgor-Johor-Spore-Taipei-Kaohsiung

huhu

ysterday i slept after 4 days cant sleep...but lacrimal fluids still with me

reading sutras at 2.15pm just now
I asked master, why HE took away so many things from me

I am impressed by master's answer: HE give you a lot of things, do you ever give anything to HIM?

I realize that what I done such as voluntary works not enough yet....gotta double it up..thank you master

Terguris

terguris,

hilang sinar hidup,

tidak dpt mencari,

sinar hidup,

tiada mentari,

tiada pelangi,

menerangi hidupku :'(