exemption

sis gt exemption from NS.....exam next week, busy....not yet study

holding

i missed 1 hour pcognosy class today...because want to send my sis to PLKN

when I walked to the bus, I was trying to hold my tears.....luckly i didn't cry at there.....but inside i really torn apart


she never went to any camp or stay overnight before...quite worried


but human grows up


miss the time quarrel, play, talk, complain, laugh, cry

but she was happy

and gave me a sweet goodbye wave


I AM PROUD OF YOU SISTER

New year

new year??
i have superb outing with mandy at christmas eve, blast outing with siblings at new year eve and bew year....2moro my sis will be going to PLKN.....wish her luck,.i am having busy life...exam in one more weeks, no mood to study

I remember

this song is my fav with J....

‎:'( i remember the promises,wishes, and the laughters...but it will never happen again (crying mode)

Lyrics to I Remember by Mocca:


I remember...The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
I remember...When we caught a shooting star, yes I remember
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn

Do you remember..?
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And I remember..When my father thought you were a burglar
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn
http://www.free-lyrics.org

I remember.. The way you read your books,
yes I remember
The way you tied your shoes,
yes I remember
The cake you loved the most,
yes I remember
The way you drank you coffee,
I remember
The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
When we caught a shooting star,
yes I remember
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And the way you smile at me,
yes I remember.....


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fr9axjdTCzQ

18 December

‎18 Dec 2009- got my car

18 Dec 2010- Pharm Family Day, backbone pain, and missed outing with Mandy Ong , NurAtikha Mohd Isa , Sean Goh Ka Hong , Kent Goh , and Grandpa Cornelius Raj at Sunway...really sorry guys :(

INDECISIVE EMPTY DECORATION (KOPITIAM) LYRICS

I wake in the dark
With showers of life
Moments of emptiness around
Floating away
No other hope
Reality brings me


Verse 2(fast):
G
Into the ground
D
What can I do
C
What can I say
D C Cmaj7 G
I need a place to hide away
D C
Just for a while, just for a smile
D C Cmaj7 G
Just for a life I used to know


Verse 3(slow):
G D
The perfect song were filled with
D Em
Words of love and not with anger
G
What if they go
D C G!
What if they leave me far behind


Verse 4(fast):
N.C. G D
'Cause I don't wanna be alone.. (uh oh)
C D
Living life for on my own (uh oh)
G
I don't want to live my life in isolation
D
Filled with empty decorations
C D
'Cause I want to be with people that I know

G D
Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
C D
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
G
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
D
Though I've seen them all before
C D!D!
Because the only thing I really want..
N.C.
Is to be with you....

blank

i can merely




see this world




with rainbows,



all I could see now,





is a black and white





which ia a DULL life....






all I can feel ,






is NOTHING.




despite......



something has




took my heart away.....






I am more resistant,






and PROFESSIONAL




in giving PLASTIC SMILES.....



without knowing ......





the true meaning of happiness....




my neuroglia....



fail to transmit ....




electrical impulses...



in the condition of 'PUTUS FIUS',



as I cannot...



think anymore...



because.....



everything is BLANK.